Love pink

Love pink

Alyssa. Twenty. I live in Idaho. I am as single as they come. Music is my outlet. I write lyrics with no tune. I have extensions. Bright colors are my thing. I live to love & love to live. Marilyn Monroe is my idol. I am misunderstood. I am constantly judged. I have anxiety. I take Xanax. I am a good person. I don't think I'm beautiful. I get used by people constantly. Taking compliments isn't my strong point. I used to rodeo. I was a Barrel Racer. I take pointless pictures. I read books. I wear contacts. I am going to marry Sam Adams. I struggle with Depression. I love the California Beach. I have done drugs. I have drank underage. I have smoked weed. I have dated a drug dealer. Sometimes I let my past define my future. I'm trying to work on that. I am an Army brat. My parents work for the federal government. We have money. I am going to college to become a Dental Hygienist. I graduate this fall. I have traded my addiction to pills in for an addiction to Tumblr. People talk trash about me. Most of the time I let it get to me. I'm honest. I'm crazy. I'm fun. I'm caring. Tumblr is a part of who I am. I text constantly. I have an iPhone. I work at Zumiez. I have a lot of haters. I have a few really close friends. My reputation isn't the best. I have made bad decisions. I don't judge people. I have a past. I cry. I smile. I dance. I sing. I become obsessive about things. I am just simply another girl who just wants nothing more then to be accepted by society for who I am and not what they think I am.